We are who we are because.....

It's a windy Sunday... 45 kmph to be exact.. A Strong storm is on its way..
No, I'm not forecasting weather for you. Just came out of a shower and thought of writing down the stuff I was thinking in the shower.

We are who we are today because of what we've been going through this whole time... mostly. Yea, I know, our DNA has a role to play too. People say, we can't change others. We should change ourselves. So that means this whole time we've being changing because of others..
hey.. YOU... you are responsible for who  I am!
This is not about pointing the blame.... pointing fingers or anything... because the good in me.. is also because of one of YOU... or may be more than one... I believe all good in me is because my darling father and mother.. I am always trying yo be like them... it's a never ending attempt.
I'm turning 30 years in few months... but I still do get hurt when people ignore me.. or I assume they ignore me..  Oh I forgot about that one person who ignores me to the maximum.. Rob.. for those who doesn't know Rob.. I have mentioned about him in my previous blogs. After all, he's the reason I started this blog at the first place.. Yea I still love him.. Faith... Stupidity.. you name it.... I know..I am too weak to move on...

So, what was I saying? Aha.. We are who we are....
Few weeks back, I tried to change a person in a good way... and I tried to give her some essence of life, because I thought a girl can do better.. She got mad at me instantly.. but she changed over night to prove that there's nothing to be fixed.... Guess what?.. now she's herself again...it's a matter of few days only... I am disappointed.
Now now.. don't blame your parents for that.. you are who you are because you chose it. Sit alone for a half an hour.... put your phone away.. put your computer away.. just think about you.. are you proud of yourself? think about the last conversation you had with somebody.. were you nice to that person? who was he/ she? does that person care for you? and do you care for that person?  If you are in love with someone, does that person know about it? have you ever told him/ her? Ah one more important thing.. were you lying? Did you try to put on a show? At the end of the day we have to live with the reality..
These things might appear to you as little things.. but trust me they are  not. We all are people after all. I see a child in everyone.. there is no person without a soul.. at least I haven't met anyone like that so far.. heheeee..
Treat people as if you would not get a chance to say sorry the next day.
Have a nice time friends!

ishq